I've been struggling to write a new blog recently, just feeling like there isn't much else to write other than what i've already written but i think maybe i can do better with some of the stuff i've written about in the past.

There are many people in this world that inspire us. For example artists such as Michael Jackson personally for me, he just proves that an individual can have an insatiable voice but can dance just as great and in doing so he is still remembered to this day, as not just for his singing but for his dancing also. His dance moves are still integrated in new routines day in day out and will probably be for a long long time.

But celebrities like Michael Jackson are not the only ones that inspire me. Day to day i'm inspired by One Tree Hill, the beat and the lyrics in a song, films that follow that stereotype of a love story but still manage to have an impact on me, the power of words, words make or break a person. All our lives we tend to be waiting for that person to say the right words, "i love you" "i miss you" etc. But sometimes you have to take control of your life and if you feel strongly about someone then tell them. Because if you don't, you'll just find yourself, waiting and waiting for something that might not ever happen. And then you realise 40 years have past and you're still not happy and maybe in a relationship that isn't going anywhere, but you're scared that if you end it, you won't have someone there who can make you feel worthy and loved, even if it is returned. I know it's not as easy as i'm making it out to be, there are reasons why some people are scared to show how they really feel, i should know, i only manage to say how i feel in a text or email, but at least i say it, whether it's with my own voice or not.

Just follow your heart and when you look back you'll have less regrets because at the time that choice you made was honest and was what you wanted at the time and that's all you can do.