Do you ever feel that you love someone who doesn't love you back? I do. Everyday. I have done for the last 2 years. You try to be a better person who achieves high things and be the best possible version of yourself, but everything you do doesn't seem to ever be good enough, for them to tell you those three simple words. I love you.

I use those words every single day of my life, to show the appreciation i have for the people in my life who i think deserve to know that someone loves them. It's not everything to be told that you're loved but it gets to you when you don't hear it. Right now, i should be revising, working towards a future which is not yet determined and the path i take is not yet chosen. But once again, i struggle to have a clear head which isn't full of all these thoughts.

Today i discovered a song by Gary Go, it's called Wonderful. In the chorus the following line is said "say i am wonderful". I felt it just related well to what i'm feeling. And most likely what a lot of other people around the world are thinking.

Hopefully one day i'll get that "i love you" that i've been waiting for, if i don't then that's how it's meant to be....